I'm waiting for that smile

Tak tahulah sekarang ni musim orang grad kat malaysia or dah x. skang ni banyak gambar orang grad kat facebook mahupun kat blog yang aku stalk...(ok actually xde la banyak sangat pun...nge3~)

p/s : stalking and reading other blogs are my new hobby actually and it urged me to write mine...sorry for those people who had been stalked by me!! at first,I considered blog is more or less like a diary, means I write what I did. my vision then deviates by times when I remember my friend once said "people aren't interested to know what you're doing,they want to know ur thoughts...that's what makes you special" so I guess now my passion to write now is as a little diary of mine but at the same time, I convey my thoughts as well.

Back to the original purpose of this entry, pasal graduation day. nak cakap jujur, memang tahap kejealousan sangat membukit sekarang ini bila tengok senyuman kat wajah dorang yang telah pun grad...agrhh, tension bertambah2 bila fikir masih berbaki 5 tahun untuk officially being called as a doctor...maknanya 5 tahun lagi la nak grad...wuarghh~

there's nothing bad pun sebenarnya jadi pelajar...especially when you're fully sponsored and get a chance to study oversea and ur schedule isn't as hectic as a doctor...but why i'm rather excited to grad and start a hell life as a houseman and medical officer later? seriesly, i dont have a solid answer for that...maybe it comes naturally as a reward of satisfaction after all the struggling years as a student. or maybe it marks my adulthood, matured life officially...i don't know...

all in all, i have to be strong to see a-happy-graduation-smile for the next next years before I can have that smile...the least I can say, congratulations for those people!!!

and for me,

I'm waiting for that smile patiently. InsyaAllah...nge3~

teringat majlis graduasi kat SMACH dulu. tapi grad spm jela...tak memberi makna besar pun..kalu mitak keja ngan result spm pun, rasanya paling up dapat la pembantu tadbir...nge3~